The Pain of a Jinchuriki | 痛み
Heyo it's Eileen here with a new blog. This blog is about the pain of a Jinchuriki. Enjoy reading.
"Only those who are Jinchuriki can understand. Friends and acquaintances start looking at you differently after. Well, they probably think they're treating you the same, but you begin to see that they're not. There's no turning back. You can only look toward the future.....One that is filled with darkness and loneliness. Have you really achieved compatibility...? If you walk through life with the shadow of your own death beside you? It fills your mind day in and day out....and you begin to lose sight of who you are. You feel a hole in your heart. And the Tailed Beast waits to pounce on that weak heart and run wild. When you live with the constant fear of death, you start wanting to die."
What's a Jinchuriki?
A Jinchuriki is someone who has a Tailed Beast sealed inside of them. These Tailed Beasts are monsters who destroy everything. The humans couldn't fight them so they sealed them in people who had to suppress them. The first Jinchuriki was Hagoromo Otsutsuki, also known as the sixpath. He had sealed the Juubi inside of him to protect the humans. He was regarded as a hero. After sometime he devided the Juubi into nine Tailed Beasts. Unfortunately the Jinchurikis of them weren't regarded like heroes as Hagoromo. They were regarded as monsters just like the Tailed Beasts and that's why their lifes were very hard. Contempt, pain, loneliness. That's what they got for protecting their villages. No one would like to be a Jinchuriki.
Contempt | 軽蔑
Jinchurikis always get despised by their village and by the people who know that they are Jinchurikis. This is one of the reasons why I hate Konoha. People start looking at someone as if he isn't even a human. Being despised is the main reason why being a Jinchuriki is the worst thing that could ever happen to you. Naruto is the main character and of course a Jinchuriki. Since he was the main character they was showed more about his history as a Jinchuriki than others. But he is also the best example for showing the contempt which a Jinchuriki gets from the people. Naruto got a Jinchuriki when he just was born. His childhood showed how people were to Jinchurikis. The reason why people despise Jinchurikis is that they are fearing them because they have a Tailed Beast sealed inside of them. Some Jinchuriki's didn't know that so they were wondering why people were despising them and looking at them with cold eyes. This contempt makes the Jinchuriki think that there is something wrong with them. They start asking questions like: Who am I? What am I? What is wrong with me? They want to die than continue living like that. They start hating the people who live in their village. They start hating their life. They start hating themselves. This is the reason why Gaara changed. He hated the people. He hated life. If people already fear him, he could give them a reason right? And this is what he wanted to do. He wanted to destroy the people who despised him and who feared him. Gaara was even despised by his own father. He tried to kill Gaara more than one time. So even parents despise their own children if they are a Jinchuriki
Loneliness | 孤独
Being always lonely can make someone crazy. Jinchurikis were first always lonely. They had no friends, no families who loved them. They had nothing. Naruto always tried to get attention from the people in his village by annoying them. He wanted to be "someone" and not "nobody". He wanted friends who wanted to play with him. He wanted to share his thoughts with someone. A friend. At least one friend is all what he needed. Only one friend. Is that too much? A little kid wants to play with another little kid. What's wrong with that? The people feared the Jinchurikis as I said before so they didn't want their children to play with this "scum". The only "scum" in Naruto are the people who are despising these poor kids. Even Bee's best friend started hating Bee after he became a Jinchuriki. You may think now "Eileen, Bee killed his father, of course he'll start hating him". That's wrong. Not Bee killed the father of his best friend. The Tailed Beast did. Bee is just something like the container of the Tailed Beast. The feeling to have friends. The feeling to have someone who cares about you. This feeling was strange for a Jinchuriki. But when they felt it, they were very happy. Having at least someone who cares about you was awesome for the Jinchurikis but having several who care about you is incredible. Gaara's first friend was Naruto and having a friend changed Gaara alot. He started caring for others. A good example for how important friends for Jinchuriki are is Naruto. He hates losing friends and he will always protect them. He even never gave up Sasuke who hurt and left him. Naruto cares alot about his friends. He doesn't want to be alone......again.
"Something" | 何か
To make the Jinchurikis happy, this "something has to be found. Without this "something" the can not continue living. This "something" can be anything. Love, a fist bump, friends. With this "something" the Jinchurikis can stay strong but if they can't find it they will be stuck in the darkness. If you find this "something" you can live happy as a Jinchuriki and if you don't........well. You can't find it alone. The people around you have to help you. Without them you can not........find it. No "something", no happy life.
Akatsuki | 暁
Akatsuki wanted to capture all the Tailed Beasts and the Jinchurikis were the Taild Beats container. So if they wanted the Tailed Beast they had to kill the Jinchuriki. The villages tried to save the TAILED BEASTS, not the Jinchurikis. Akatsuki was able to kill seven Jinchurikis. SEVEN JINCHURIKIS. They're goal was to reach the true piece. Is killing someone true piece? I like every Akatsuki member but I hated their goal. Reaching your goal by killing people is not right. But the leader of Akatsuki (Nagato) didn't care about the pain of Jinchurikis. He only cared about his own pain. He didn't care how much pain he would cause to the Jinchurikis. Important was only the true piece. They even killed Gaara. But he got revived. The Akatsuki members were killed one after one (most of them had an epic death) so that there were only Tobi (Obito) and Zetsu. In the fourth great ninja war Obito reminded Naruto of his childhood. Of the bad times in his life. Of his pain and suffer. I wouldn't be surprised if a Jinchuriki would like to live in a Gen-jutsu world. Because in such a world they can do what ever they want. No contempt, no loneliness, no pain. I think for Jinchurikis reality was shit. Because of the Akatsuki the bonds of Jinchuriki and Tailed Beast got stronger. They started caring for each other
Of course the Tailed Beasts were the reason why all this happened to the Jinchurikis. The Tailed Beasts are monsters who destroy everything. To stop them they got sealed in humans. The Tailed Beasts are waiting for the moment until the Jinchuriki shows a weakness so that they can conquer the Jinchurikis body. This would be the fault of these people peoplewho despised the Jinchurikis. After Akatsuki appeared and wanted the Tailed Beasts, the Tailed Beasts started to get befriend with their Jinchurikis. That was great for Jinchuriki and Tailed Beast. For example Naruto and Kurama became very good friends. They fought together against Madara and Obito. I mean....the Tailed Beasts know everything of their Jinchuriki. They are like one person. Kurama saw everything what happenend to Naruto and I'm sure he hated the people who hurt Naruto. Also a MONSTER like him can have feelings for others. At the first time Naruto met Kurama, he was pretty rude to him because he had to win a fight. Well....I'm not sure if this is the first time but it was one of the first times. Naruto was an idiot so he maybe liked Kurama. When Naruto was older he of course liked Kurama. He even tried to help him. He wanted to take Kurama's hatred. Naruto can feel the pain that Kurama felt and Kurama can feel the pain that Naruto felt. So Kurama was like a family member for Naruto. He is not like a parent but he is for sure like a family member for Naruto. Having Naruto as a Jinchuriki was maybe the best thing which happened to Kurama.
As I said before no one likes to be a Jinchuriki. I hate how people treated the Jinchurikis. Well I know they have monsters inside of them but they are just humans. No one wanted to play with them. No one cared a damn about them. No one liked them. Their pain was very big. I loved how Tailed Beast and Jinchuriki got friends and fought together. Kurama and Naruto's relation is really great. First they didn't like eachother and now they are like best friends. They know eachothers pain and eachothers hatred. Tailed Beast and Jinchuriki are like a family. They spent so much time together. They know everything about eachother. Well at least the Tailed Beast knows everything about the Jinchuriki. I can talk more about the friendship of Jinchuriki and Tailed Beast but I think that's enough :).
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